I TRUSTED HER WITH ALL OF MY BEING AND MY HEART LIED TO ME ABOUT US BEING TOGETHER FOREVER! DECEITFUL AND MANIPULATING LIKE SHE WAS AT TIMES! I GUESS THE SHIT HIT THE FAN THE DAY I CAME HOME FROM WORK EARLY AND "SHE" WAS THERE! I WAS COOL LAID BACK AND OVERLY SECURED. NOT DUMB OR NAIVE , I SAW THE HAND WRITING IN THE WALL BUT I WAS TAUGHT THAT YOU NEVER LET THEM SEE YOU SWEAT!
I COULD GIVE A LOOK AND IF MY EYES HAD BULLETS I WOULD HAVE STAYED IN JAIL ON MURDER CHARGES! MY HEART FELT PAIN UNKNOWING , I FELT THE TEARS STING MY EYES AND HELD THEM BACK FORCEFULLY! I LOOKED AT HER STRAIGHT IN THE EYES AND ASKED HER TO GET HER WHORE OUT OF OUR HOME! DISRESPECTED AND PISSED OFF! I HAD A REPUTATION TO KEEP UP AND I STOOD TRUE TO BEING A CLASSY SOPHISTICATED LADY, BUT THE TRUTH WAS I WOULD KICK AN ASS IN A HEART BEAT!
IT WAS HARD FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND WHY WAS IT THAT THIS BITCH OF MINE WAS NEVER SATISFIED? SHIT WE FUCKED FROM SUN UP TO SUN DOWN WHEN WE WERE NOT WORKING AND THERE WAS NOTHING THAT I WOULD NOT DO FOR HER! SHE WAS MAKING A FOOL OF ME AND I WAS NOT HAVING IT! RESPECT WAS THE UTMOST IMPORTANT FACTOR IN ANY RELATIONSHIP THAT I WAS A PART OF, I JUST KEPT RUNNING INTO THESE WHORES.
IF ALL WANTED FOREVER SHE WANTED A FEW ROLLS IN THE HAY! SHE HAD THE WRONG WOMAN!SHE WAS GOING TO DO IT AND LIKE IT! LIED THROUGH HER FUCKING TEETH JUST BECAUSE THE SUN CAME UP OR WENT DOWN, NO REASON AT ALL TO DO SO! ALL I HAD TO DO WAS LOOK INTO HER FRIENDS EYES AND THE TRUTH WAS TOLD...
SMILING AS IF SHE WAS THE BEST LOOKING DAMN THING AROUND TRUTH BE TOLD I WAS NOT CAPTIVATED BY HER APPEARANCE BUT BY HER CONVERSATION NOW MONTHS LATER I AM FINDING OUT THAT EVERY THING THAT CAME OUT OF HER MOUTH WAS A LIE! ALL LIES...
IF SHE WANTED TO PLAY SHE WAS GOING TO PAY BOTH WAYS FINANCIALLY AND MONETARY! I WAS NOT THE ONE TO JUST LET IT GO IN THAT ASPECT,,ESPECIALLY IF I WAS BEING FAITHFUL AND TRUE!
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