NOW I AM AWARE OF THE OLD SAYING THAT NOTHING IN LIFE COMES EASY..WELL I DIDN'T WANT EASY BUT WAS A LITTLE CONSISTENCY TOO MUCH TO ASK? I MEAN COME ON A LITTLE FAITHFULNESS, TRUST , ADORATION, SOMEONE WHO YOU COULD VIBE WITH? I ADMIT I AM SOMEWHAT COMPLICATED BUT THIS WAS 2009 AND I DIDN'T KNOW TOO MEANY WOMEN WHO WEREN'T UNLESS THEY WERE WEAK SUBMISSIVE WOMEN.
SEE I WALKED LIKE A DIVA, TALKED LIKE A DIVA AND LIVED LIKE A DIVA WHEN MONEY PERMITTED ME TO..LOL
LIFE WAS MEANT TO BE LIVED TO THE FULLEST, I HAD NO PROBLEM DOING THAT AND NOW THAT I WAS SINGLE, A SINGLE LESBIAN WHOEVER HEARD OF SUCH! ME IN THE FLESH...
I CONVINCED MYSELF THAT I WAS HAPPY AND DIDN'T NEED ANYONE TRUTH IS THE VIBRATOR AND THE BATTERIES WERE PRETTY OLD! EVERY TIME I PUT MYSELF OUT TO ACTUALLY ALLOW ANOTHER FEMALE IN MY SPACE I WAS DISAPPOINTED. THEY OFTEN REPRESENTED THEMSELVES TO BE ONE WAY WHILE ALL ALONG THEY WERE THE EXACT OPPOSITE!
NOW HAD I MET THEM WHEN I WAS YOUNGER , THEY MIGHT HAVE STOOD A CHANCE WITH AN EXCITED NAIVE YOUNG WOMAN WHO FELT THATNO ONE WOULD DO HER WRONG, BECAUSE SHE STRIVED TO BE THE ULTIMATE LOVER. YOUNG , HOT, SEXY AND FAITHFUL...
IF I KNEW THEN WHAT I KNOW NOW THERE WAS SO MANY THINGS THAT I WOULD HAVE DONE DIFFERENTLY, MORE CAUTIOUSLY. BUT YOU LIVE AND LEARN!
LIKE A FRIEND OF MINE ONCE SAID " LIFE'S A BITCH, THEN YOU HOOK UP WITH ONE!"
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