It's been a Minute....Ok Maybe even longer!

As you may or may not know I am a Survivor of domestic Abuse... Now the shit has hit the fan and my abuser aka former Girlfriend is freaking out because the state has picked up the charges. I know that the state at times have to protect the victim from the abuser and also from themselves emotions are running and love is not erased so easily. Still I am angry because before any of this happened I begged and pleaded with her to stop! Go get some counseling do something to stop this! She never did until it was too late! It's amazing how a person wants you to help them get out of a mess that they could have avoided getting into..It's in God's Hands now!

Domestic Abuse..SLEEPING WITH THE ENEMY..PART 1

Well I am back and this time I am naked....Truth has to be told! I am 41 year old woman, who just so happens to be an author of Erotica books but my book also touch on issues like Domestic Abuse.. I am a victim of Domestic abuse and have been for the last year or so...why hmmmm I have no idea why I put up with it... Why I allowed it I am still working on figuring that part of it out! Did I sign up for it? No... Some friends and family know of this but not my immediate family...sisters and mom. You see I am the strong one, who holds everything together... I rise above all obstacles. So I thought at first I was convinced that her being possessive and jealous was cute! That was until she put her hands on me, a lot of people who know me knows that when I was younger that if someone hit me I was headed to Tulane and Broad...no blinking!! I grew older wanted someone to call my own, she wanted a punching bag! You may say ..why didn't you call the police..I did but they didn't take my situation serious...2 women in a relationship one is younger , one older...You get the picture. I lost more than my self respect while with her, I LOST ME!! Friends, Family ....everything! In the end she was unfaithful and instead of walking away and leaving me alone she continued to come around break windows and bring drama to my door... I never told anyone because of embarrassment, she should have been embarrassed to treat me the way she did... but she wasn't see the abuser always place blame on someone else..I hit you because you made me mad or you made me do it! Abusers are really cowards!! They are people who are out of control in their own lives, unhappy, unsatisfied just miserable. I woke up and remembered who I am and whose I am .....Found my strength and put my self esteem back in tact oh yes she tried to break me down but what she didn't know is the fact that I am a survivor and what does not kill me only makes me stronger.... I know that there was a big age difference but I felt maybe she is MATURE for her age after all she has a baby now.... I went thru a lot but sometimes you have to go thru something to get to something.... Now I've gone thru that for the first and last time.. She's not worth me going to jail!

Nicki Minaj ....Okay I'm Feeling this!!

Beginning Another Chapter!!

It's 2011!! Happy New Year!!! I am so excited about the New Year that I have been Blessed to See!! Looking at the world with a different outlook and making sure that I surround myself with only Positive and Encouraging people...

Take hold of your Dreams...Any and All things are possible! Concentrate on being Thankful for what you have instead of Complaining about what you do not have... Why would God Bless you with more when you're not Satisfied with what you already have?

This year will be a Year of renewing, rejuvenating and realizing all that I am and none of what I am NOT!!

Don't Allow other to Dictate or Define who you ARE!! We were all born to reach different and Amazing Goals in LIFE!! Take the time to Discover your Purpose...

It's Time for you to Be a Leader not a follower..Don't You Think? It's Time for you to work toward making your Dream come true...

It's Time for you to Elevate yourself!!!

It's Time for you to Write the next Chapter in your LIFE!!

Jazmine Sullivan .....Is She Quitting Music or just Taking a Break!

Looking at twitter I spotted Jazmine Sullivan's tweet, stating that she was taking a break from music!! So young one can image what she is going through in a quest to find herself!! She assures her fans that this is not permanent but for now this is something that she need to do...

We Love you Jazmine and what ever you decide to do ....Remember to enjoy your Life!!!

She's Breaking Hearts..Her Dad's Heart!! Miley Cyrus

It appears that Miley Cyrus has finally broken her father's achy breaky heart with her latest exploits.

In light of the shocking video of the "Can't Be Tamed" singer smoking the legal but potent drug salvia that surfaced on TMZ this morning, Miley's father, Billy Ray Cyrus, took to his Twitter account to express his dismay and disappointment.

The elder Cyrus wrote,

"Sorry guys. I had no idea. Just saw this stuff for the first time myself. Im so sad. There is much beyond my control right now."

In the video, Cyrus is seen with friends, smoking salvia—which carries psychedelic properties—from a bong, then breaking into giggle fits and complaining that she's experiencing a "bad trip" and complaining of "a f**king Liam [Hemsworth] lookalike" in the room."

According to TMZ, the video was filmed a mere five days after Cyrus' 18th birthday on November 23.


Well Miley is 18 now...like that says a lot and she is bound to venture off into some crazy ish!!

A Whore gone be a Whore....

Yes she is and that is Kim Kardashian, whom I adore really I do but her switching up with all of these men are not cute! Kim Kardashian and Halle Berry's ex-Gabriel Aubry had a very short lived fling—and it seems like Kim has already taken up with someone else: basketball player Kris Humphries!

Now Kim I am going to need you to slow the hell down, it's not a cute look! Here's a thought why don't you make a man work for you? I mean put in some serious courtship! Then maybe you can find your Prince Charming, hey what the hell do I know I'm a Lesbian...
I do know that a woman such as yourself should take her time and let the man court her, now I know you may not be sleeping with them(cough) but it still looks bad!!

Could this be a CRY for Help?


Inquiring minds want to know: Ever thought of doing the Lesbian thing? Just asking!!